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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Lazy 2 post stuff 2day jz this

I jz find myself bloody moody lately...

if sum1 would volunteer 2 let me punch u in de face 2 do cme So tht i cn release my anger ( nah jz joking like obviously who m I kidding )

Mayb i will blog again after i recieve sum CNY photos we'll see

Thanks for reading! Love,Crystal

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I noe mayb 4 A LOT of ppl this is nothing jz a piece of shit bt sumtimes i jz cant take it anymore.

1st I hate last minute planing ok? I dont noe y nwadays ppl including my classmates n all lyk last minute planing lyk 4 an example. "Hey crystal 2day i sien la wanna go out?" Lyk HELLO? Do u think my parents will let me? Mayb 4 u u cn say " Hey mom im goin out nw Bye!", Do u think it is tht easy? Even IF i am given a choice i will not do tht cz its disrespectful.

2nd I hate FFK-ers. When u promise den DO IT. If u dont feel lyk goin or hav sumthing on DEN AT LEAST SAY EALIER when i mean earlier i dun mean a few hours b4 de event.

3rd I hate ppl who keep a promise bt den break dem. When u promise sumthing n Its a promise dont go promise sum1 else or even dont bother about it and den ended up breaking tht person's feelings. OF COURSE ur nt de victim here. Mayb u might feel a bit pity 4 tht person bt u wont hav A HOLE in ur heart 2 tht person it's lyk a bullet had jz been shoot through tht person's heart. It's nerve raking n annoying.

4th I hate it when tht person actually know u cant go or u did not went 2 tht event bt keeps on bragging bout it. ESPECIALLY CAMPS. 4 example: Life Game. My dad had paid 50k per person 4 tht trip of course i will go 4 tht trip instead of de camp. Every1 understood my situation. BT DEN DONT CME BRAGGING BOUT DE CAMP OK? When i jz came back frm australia they jz start send sms lyk " u should hav went 4 de camp man its SO AWESOME" or "U miss de fun la everyone had SO MUCH FUN" Lyk hello? STOP SAYIN IT OK? Do u think i wanna hear it? I dont noe hw many times i felt lyk if i hav de power 2 actually shut ur mouth or even switch ur words 2 BLAH BLAH BLAH

5th I hate ppl who WAITS 4 u 2 ask dem bout their answer ( whether tey cn go or nt ) 4an event. Lyk 4 an example, 2day is de event/outing bt u haven giving a proper answer do u hav 2 lyk wait until de person actually ask u whether u r goin or nt, cant u jz sms tht person ur answer? Wouldnt tht hav save all de trouble?

6th I hate ppl who treats u invisible or lyk who cares bout u anyway type of ppl. This is 4 a few guy ( nt girls, Girls are actually more sensitive towards ppl's feeling bt nt all ). I know MOST of de ppl only cares about thier own happiness. 4 dem dey think tht " de most important thing is tht i M happy thts enough 2 make my day". STOP BEING SO SELFISH.

7th I hate ppl who befriend vf u 4 a reason OR who SUDDENLY come n visit u 4 A REASON. LYK ANG PAU. This really pissed me off. Lyk on Tuesday, ( im mad at guys nt girls ) Dont think i dont noe, cz i cn hear ur voice through tht phone call. CZ THERE IS NO WAY U WILL SUDDENLY FOUND INTEREST 2 HEAD OVER 2 MY HSE.

8th If u care bout tht person n if u organize an outin n u NOE tht de person might nt hav a high chance goin bt u cn at least let tht person noe bout de outing ( nt last minute ) n c whether cn tey make it or nt. AT least by doin this u wont make tht person felt left out. Instead of ppl readin ur blog n found out tht u had an outing WITHOUT tht person n when tht person ask u y wasnt she/he invite n u jz say u cant cme de ma. OF course words r easy 2 say n do u think tht sentence actually makes tht person feels better? N IF U WANNA invite ppl at least invite DEM URSELF. jz forward de sms is THT SO HARD? Cz by doin tht u wont make de person feels lyk de odd 1.

While u might b think lyk HEY bt there are days tht I tried my best 2 go out jz 2 make u happy or I force my parents 2 let me go out etc bt remember there are days when u make me fall n sad. N mayb 4 u its " lyk tht only oso need 2 b sad or mad wat a small gas" BT i mz say i had been broke down by de same ppl. I really mean same. When they apologize of course u r de 1 who says its ok. Bt den inside do u think its tht easy 2 actually forgive? Espeacially tht person jz keep on doin it over n over again? I hav forgive dem a lot of times bt every time I WILL fall again Its lyk i hav been betrayed.

N i noe lots of ppl will say lyk my heart is too fragile. I admit. I noe it is bt i M tryin my best nt 2 be weak.

and I must say tht sumtimes I m LYK tht n for tht i m sorry

Bt I M jz sayin out my feelings cz i jz cant take it anymore I wan 2 b strong bt all these jz keeps makin me fall. I m sick of always being sad, Crying in front of my parents, havin moodswings, etc. I dont wanna b lyk " oh nothing its ok im fine" Bt deep down i M nt. (p.s I noe tht i m oso nt good at hiding my feelings as well. ) Its lyk my mood sunk into de ocean. Again This is jz my thoughts ok If u hate it dont read it This is a way tht makes me feel better sum hw.

Thanks for reading! Love,Crystal

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Our school's annual merentas desa was last friday.

Nothing much 2 say actually jz tht all of the students left bout 8.45am

N the school was damn quiet O.O.

9am.

Eu Jing: Eh gt a lot of ppl reach d

The rest *shocked*

WHAT?

Its lyk damn fast bt i have 2 say tht day was kinda messed up everything was nt well organized SO lots of ppl gt vry pissed n SIVA actually gt hit by a car Ouch thts y he gt number 8 intead of 1

n 2 ppl were sent 2 de hospital

one boy did nt want 2 go 2 de hospital eventhough lots of ppl including teachers ask him 2 go 4 a checkup what's worst he dun even wanna call his parents.

while just 1 thing 2 brag about

Done by the jawatan kuasa for perasmian n penutup tht includes ME! :) The flowers by the side was a last minute design I just simply make sumthing just 2 make de board look better n wat do ya know it turned out pretty nice OH n the ribbon 4 de principal 2 cut its done by me too :D use up 30 minutes just 2 fold tht ribbon SHEESH i noe its nt tht attractive bt this is my 1st time doing sumthing without planing n all de stuff 4 de board were frm the bookshop ( v didnt hav much of a choice )

Few days ago I helped max decorate his blog n I GT HIS USERNAME N PASSWORD :P cn just hack insode his account n mees up his blog man! HAHAHAH did i mention tht i havBoo's kc n ks's 1 as well bt i didnt load into thier blog 4 a LOOOOONG time